December 6, 2010


Hai guys,

Come back with me in my blog. Yeah.. long time no see you here, how are you? Are you okay? I hope you okay guys . Now, we can talk about someone who come back to me for reason he can’t life without me haha LOL

For the firstly, I’ve question for him!

“ I’ll be back. You ‘re going to come back to me. That’s when I’ll be back again. There’s nobody else in this world that can love you more than I do~ “

Why are you suddenly being like this, what do you want me to do? How can you being like this to me? I believed it when you said we’d be forever..

You promised that we’d never change, that we were a match made in heaven, you said that we were right for each other.

I’ll be back, you’re going to come back to me. That’s when I’ll be back again. There’s nobody else in this world that we can love you more than I do.. you’ll be back, that why I’m letting you go. I know that you can’t live without me..

We can’t break apart, you must be misunderstanding something… this is just a minor concern that can happen to anyone, wake up! Think about it again, but no matter what I say. You already wo’t listen to me, it comes back as an echo.

Listen Baby boy, Fine, I’ll be back again. Like a girl, I’ll let you go. I won’t bother you anymore, I’ll just quietly stay behind you as if I’m dead. I’ll stand and watch over you. You won’t even know that I’m there. I’ll stay far, far away, until you completely forget my existence..

But you better know that I’m not giving you away. Will I ever stop waiting no way. It’ll be the same in my world. I’m your girl, you’re my boy  I may be sending you away for you now but I know that you’ll be back. So don’t worry, when it’s time for you to fall, I’ll be back

Gimme The Light~

Hey boy,
I can’t life without you. I can’t forget you…
Gimme the light return him to me, gimme the light turn back time...
After leaving you, I’m regretting it. I’m such a fool…
Why now,,

It hurts so much, I can’t see you. I’m going crazy, why did you leave me?
I can’t even breathe, I can’t even see, Why did you make me like this and leave~

I hate myself for not believing you. I hate my self for not protecting you. I can’t endure even one day without you not being able to see you, I’m dying…
Gimme the light…

What can I do to find you? Please tell me,, what should I do…
I tought everything would be okay, I thought I wouldn’t feel anything but after I lost you… I lost in darkness. Once again, I look for you today. I look for you who left… you’re following me around and I’m going crazy… it’s strangling me, it makes my blood boil. Our crossed destinies I stare at the phone all day waiting for you…
My heart ache even though I tell myself that it’s over, lingering attachment grabs a hold of me. I hate myself not protecting you, I plead the heavens to return you to me…


I wake up loneliness..

I wake up exhausted..

I’m thinking about your smiling face

I smile without even knowing,

So I’ll go after another beautiful season arrives,

You left us longing and sadness..

I walk down the street again

Living my life one day after the other. The tears are coming by hearing his name. I can’t hold it in, so ia can’t laugh like this. I try calling his name again…

I’m trying to forget his name, although I bite my lips not to say his name…  my love is only you

Living my life as nothing has happened when I’m longing for love with the pain. He left behind, the tears running constantly without knowing..

You smile… I smile baby :)


I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you. When you ask again, it’s only you. Even if you already have another love. I can’t let you go. I can’t turn back around~

The moment my eyes began to burn. The moment you captured my heart. I have no regrets, I choose you. That’s right, it’s you~

Whatever anyone says. It doesn’t matter to me. Whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you. Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you. Even as time goes by~

When you tell me you love me thousands and millions of times. Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out. Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you. Even as time goes by…only for you~

I don’t need any words, it’s only you. It’s too late but for me it’s just you. I know our love is wrong, I can’t give up! I can’t let you go oh no…

My lips, cold as can be are even more blue. I cry out to find your warmth. Even though I call for you and there’s no reply. I’ll wait for you~

For me, it’s you, it’s you. Why don’t you know?

Met him, fell of him, I’ve fallen for him. I’m seeing for the first time. It’s cold. The prince has arrived. I go, I run, challenges are always fun but the world isn’t easy as it seems. I lose my mind when I see him. I’m unable to grab him by this hand. I take courage, I pitch up! What do I do… my fast-beating heart bursts. The feeling of having him is great. I might die, I think I’d die…

Did he come? Did he see me? By chance, with her I’d like to once. If there had been, I’d already have been a slave. You’re perfect, you’ve got the climax of my life. I want you, I’m ready forever~

Turn around, slow to a stop. You have to give me a chance. A poor but honest girl, a girl who seems lacking from the outside

Watch me, trust me even if the world isn’t there. There’s only one man for me. I’ll be the amazing girl who’ll love you~

Show your smile for me. The day you do, I’ll switch to slave mode. My knees turn numb I become frozen in place! Cold heart baby, cold eyes baby~

Listen to myheatbeat

My heart is still looking at you..

I don’t know why I am like this but I can’t stop

My heart…won’t listen. Why, why? I can’t stop it now. I don’t know why I’m like this. I’m still into you. My heart is still beating for you~

Can you feel my heartbeat? Heartbeat~

The heart that you stepped all over and left, is still beating and it is beating for you

No matter how hard I try to forget. No matter how many new people I meet. Why do I keep thinking of only you when I turn around? I don’t want to do this anymore. I want to stop…

No matter how many times I try and try to stop myself, it is no use my heart is broken, why? Why do I keep doing such foolish things? I know it in my head, but why is my heart rebelling? I am holding into you and can’t let go, it still feels like you are next to me. I can’t believe in farewell

No matter who I meet. I can’t open up one part of my heart, and I keep your place empty. There is no reason for you to come back but why do I keep thinking that you might come back? Why isn’t my heart listening?

Listen to my heartbeat, it’s beating and waiting for you. Don’t I know that it’s over? I don’t understand why I am like this. My heart is still beating and waiting for you. It still hurts thinking of you. I think of you everytime my heartbeats~

I have to forget, I have to forget in order to live. I have to erase it, if I don’t, I will die. Stop trying to get him back. He ain’t coming. He’s gone, gotta be moving on! He left, he won’t come back, he doesn’t think of you. He doesn’t know that I am waiting for him. He’s doing well. He already forgot about me, totally erase me. Why I can’t do that?

My heart is beating. Faster and faster…


It’s better to be separated, after all I knew that someday you and I would have to go through this situation,,

I guess you would have done like this rather that, it’s better to be me right now, I was deeply in love and I knew I’m glad I throught about this. So I’m okay... I trusted you so I gave you my everything. You threw it away, I’m gonna be okay, I’ll be okay BABY WITHOUT YOU…

Listen, everything happens for areason saying that this was the first time meeting another guy. Stop saying this that not make sense, obviously what you said is to cover it, so just turn around. It really hurts me to look at you, I WANT TO STOP!

Everyday, I was being fooled, I didn’t know what kind of person you were. Now I know, you don’t love me. So now… I’m gonna be okay, I’ll be okay BABY WITHOUT YOU

Why did you do this to me? Why did you do this to me, make me cry…

You threw away everything we had, was worth it everything we did? The times we were together, the times were able to be together…

Aren’t you even sorry? Doesn’t even matter to you? Right now, are you okay without me?
Cute Spinning Flower Pink